When everything seems too hard-all we need is a lil HOPE!!
A page in the diary ".a pLc 4 miE haed..."
Written by JoanneC84 22. Jul 2008 04:08 PM
I have to learn to listen to my heart instead of my head cos I keep on ending up right back at the start..
I can see the finish line but something's always in the way but I have to keep running cos I know I'll reach it one day.
This morning I took one more step towards the finishing line..I started with a new psychologist in the hope that they can help me climb out of this dark hole that I have dug myself into...
I have been in a very bad place the last week or so and I'm finding it increasingly difficult to not give into the temptations which are getting stronger..My physical health isn't helping the situation but c'est la vie!!There's not much I can do about it..
There is so much going round and round in my head yet I don't know where to start-there is so much I need to get out but I can't.
My head is telling me to stay in bed,to sleep away the days..My head is telling me alot of things..I can't listen to it...I have to fight it.
To my two Angels-La ringrazio per avermi dato la forza di lottare.
Take care,
Jo xo