feeling low
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Written by super_sad 4. Apr 2006 10:43 PM
Dear diary,
It's been 2 weeks since I lost my dad to cancer I thought I was doing fine but woke up this morning very tired and no energy, I miss him so much, but am glad I moved to victoria to spend the last few weeks with him. I can't stop thinking about him when he said take me home, take me home it just breaks my heart, he didnt make it home but we told him we were taking him home so he was glad, only the plane service never rang until he was gone, he was too young in my eyes only 66. I've spoken to a few people on dep/net and they are really nice it helps that they know how you feel, because no one understands depression unless they've been there. and the last few years have been bad for me and this month we have the worry of waiting for blood results for our 2 year old even though she has been in remission for 16 months i am still terrified everytime I call for results, anyway I'm trying but its still hard. I rang my Mum and talked to her and I felt a little better.
thanks for letting me share my feelings.