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Written by bluewave 27. May 2008 03:34 PM

Hi all,

oh ahhhh ouchie...I'm kinda in physical pain, the uncomfortable type. The best way to describe it is that I'm hurting in every oriface of my body lol sorry but it's true!

I have a terrible urinary tract infection. I always get them, despite all preventions I always get them, this time its sever.

Seriously not in a good mood, feels like I am literally pissing out razor blades I have to clench my teeth and dig my nails in.

Then the good old period pain it killing me, my uterus is against me...and fissures, other words having a poo feels like giving child birth.

SO SORRY for the over description but I need to share this pain.

On the up side I'm seeing a movie with my friend and mum. I'm quite excited, I love my girlfriend we always have fun, we always end up in hysterics and the fact that mum is coming out for a movie must mean I have greatly improved my relationship with her.

As for depression, my mood has improved I had a terrible last week. I suffered a bad panic attack and my mind was all over the place. However I know I can push on. It's going to be ok and I won't give up!

Love you all

Bluewave

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Hi Blue

your poor old body! All that description I thought i was reading a diary by GYPS!!! LOL

Anyway sounds like seeing your friend is a great idea and help you focus less on your pain, get some distraction.

Keep going forward, dont give up, you are doing really well, I hope for it to continue!

Best regards


Liz
XXX

Written by keller, 27. May 2008 04:02 PM

HEY! Mine werent THAT bad!
Gees, & LD complains bout my festy gunky decrepit booby posts ROFPMSL

Get Ural from th chemist 4 th infection & metamucil 4 th rear. Both will relieve th pain in th relevant departments. Lol
Hey did u know 2 much sex can cause

Written by Gyps, 27. May 2008 04:50 PM

UTI's? Its from 2 much friction!
But then again so can STD's... So if th UTI's r recurrent it'd pay 2 b checked... Dont mean 2 b alarmist but u can neva b 2 careful... (Says th kettle calling th pot black...)
Hmmm ..... Think I better go now.....

Written by Gyps, 27. May 2008 04:57 PM

HI BLUEWAVE GOOD TO HEAR FROM YOU.YES IM AFRAID US WOMEN COP IT BAD WITH ALL THOSE BITS AND PIECES DOWN THERE.I HAVE HEARD CRANBERRY JUICE IS VERY GOOD FOR A [U.T.I].I HOPE YOU HAVE BEEN TO THE DOCS BECAUSE THOSE U.T.I CAN GET VERY OUT OF CONTROL .BUT I AM FEELING YOUR PAIN AS I AM WRITING.IT IS SO GOOD TO HAVE A SPECIAL GIRLFRIEND THAT YOU CAN ALWAYS HAVE FUN WITH YOU REALLY HAVE TO CHERISH THAT AND THE FACT THAT YOUR MUM IS GOING IS FANTASTIC, SO DESPITE ALL YOUR ORGANS FALLING TO PIECES AT LEAST YOUR MIND SET IS LOOKING POSITIVE.I AM HAPPY FOR YOU BUT SOS YOU ARE IN A LOT OF PAIN ENJOY YOUR WEEK AND STAY POSITIVE.AND DONT EVER LOSE YOUR SENSE OF HUMOUR TAKE CARE FOR NOW
RUBEE XX

Written by rubee, 27. May 2008 05:27 PM

Thanks guys, yes taking ural just came back from Docs so on antibiotic, and taking metamucil and panadol for period pain. Oh I hate this feeling, most embarrassing too!

Also yeah I get regular Std check ups...but yes I always get it when I start having sex again. I'm single so my intimate opportunities are rarer. But was with one of my ex last and BANG again a UTI, I get the infection at least 5 times a year.

I take all the necessary precaution, even wash regularly after deed and, cranberry juice and so on...it's very fustrating, they get worse each time as well, it's like my body just doesn't fight against it.

Last time I was in hospital because the infection travelled up to my kidneys.

Written by bluewave, 27. May 2008 05:32 PM

Blue

I also thought I was reading Gyps' diary!!!

Try ural for the uti and a hot water bottle for the stomach cramps. Remember to wipe front to back as if you do it the other way, you increase your likelihood of a uti because the ureatha is so short in woman compared to males. Try some pain killers if you need to use them for the pain you are going through. Sounds like the body is telling you it has had enough.

Have a good time at the movies.

Go Blue!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 27. May 2008 05:32 PM

Wow, all that pain and you can still look forward to going to the pictures and having a good time with your girlfriend and your Mum. Now that's being very optimistic - well done girl.

Glad to hear your mood has improved and gutsy of you to keep pushing on.

Take care and I hope the infection clears up quickly with the anti-biotics.

Luv Karen xxx

Written by fly, 27. May 2008 06:23 PM

Hi Blue

You poor thing - nothing worse than pain in your pink bits! LOL.

It is said that cystitis means you are pissed off at something or someone. I used to suffer all the time when I was intimate, but solved this by now using lots of lube.

Sorry about the panic attack - they knock your confidence around, but you'll be ok - keep strong and I hope you will soon be well.

Wishing you well
Dolly x

Written by Deleted_User, 27. May 2008 08:08 PM

LMFAO

Can just imagine how many guys have lost their dinner after reading this post!

DEFINATELY worse than anything Ive ever written!
Hahaha hahaha

Written by Gyps, 27. May 2008 08:42 PM