My body is being mean to me :(
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Written by bluewave 27. May 2008 03:34 PM
Hi all,
oh ahhhh ouchie...I'm kinda in physical pain, the uncomfortable type. The best way to describe it is that I'm hurting in every oriface of my body lol sorry but it's true!
I have a terrible urinary tract infection. I always get them, despite all preventions I always get them, this time its sever.
Seriously not in a good mood, feels like I am literally pissing out razor blades I have to clench my teeth and dig my nails in.
Then the good old period pain it killing me, my uterus is against me...and fissures, other words having a poo feels like giving child birth.
SO SORRY for the over description but I need to share this pain.
On the up side I'm seeing a movie with my friend and mum. I'm quite excited, I love my girlfriend we always have fun, we always end up in hysterics and the fact that mum is coming out for a movie must mean I have greatly improved my relationship with her.
As for depression, my mood has improved I had a terrible last week. I suffered a bad panic attack and my mind was all over the place. However I know I can push on. It's going to be ok and I won't give up!
Love you all
Bluewave