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Written by bluewave 10. Apr 2008 03:28 PM

My friend called yesterday to tell me he was in hospital because he tried to suicide, he is having difficulty accepting that he is gay amongst other things.

I have another friend who is being abused by her father and for 4 days I can not contact her! I am worried she may have done something stupid too! I feel so worried and at the same time I feel scared of being too close to these people because I am scared they will drag my mood down.

Oh that sounds so horrible to say :( Maybe I am being selfish by thinking like that...I just feel very uneasy.

At least my 'gay friend' is in hospital but why can I not contact my other friend! I am angry she is not answering me she ALWAYS answers my calls or texts...I am trying not to think the worst...but please GOD don't let anything bad happen.

:(

bluewave
xxoo

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Comments from the community:

Blue .. i am not sure how old your friend is who is being abused ... but if she is young ... contact the police or someone... soon... you are not being selfish... you need to care for yourself... you will be no use to your friends if you are crashed ....

take care...

rgds
cate

Written by cateblack, 10. Apr 2008 03:53 PM

Blue

I'm with Cate. Contact the police so they can go to her home and make sure she is okay. Perhaps she has gone away to think things through - it is hard to cope with things like childhood abuse.

Go Blue!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 10. Apr 2008 04:32 PM

This is 2008. Gay is no longer an issue. What a person does between their sheets is their business. As for him feling bad, my gay girlfriend said what is different is not the actual sex but the fact that you fall in love with members of your own sex, rather than the opposite sex, that is what makes you gay and who can fight that, and what is wrong about that?
I hope you hear from your friend.....

Written by Deleted_User, 10. Apr 2008 05:03 PM

Bluewave,
You are not being selfish..you obviously care about your friends but you have to look after your own wellbeing.
I do hope your friends are okay, they are lucky to have you as a mate.
Take care
Cheyne

Written by hippiechick, 11. Apr 2008 01:35 AM

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