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Written by bluewave 24. Jan 2008 05:09 PM

Hi all,

Thank you for your comments to my last post. I have gone back to work today and yesterday I rocked up to work in the afternoon. My manager wasn't mad at all but just worried about me...actually everyone in the office seemed to be. I didn't tell them anything but I think because my eyes were glassy and watery and I'm just not my usual self.

I do feel less overwhelmed today though. I am seeing my Psychologist tomorrow morning. I see her every Friday morning and I tell her EVERYTHING. However I think it may be time to see my Psychiatrist again...the seroquel I take sometimes makes me feel disorientated and reality and dreams can merge and seem to become one.

I have not hurt myself since last time. I am not thinking about suicide at all. I find this strange as it usually pre-occupies my mind. However I no longer have the impulse.

All I am feeling now it WORN OUT. I am also having second thoughts about givng the letter to my boss making the informal complaint...he comes back frm trip tomorrow.

Anyway I think I'll be ok

Bluewave

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Lots of love

WD

Written by WhiteDove, 24. Jan 2008 05:14 PM

Bluewave

Good you got to work yesterday and today and things were good.

As for the letter, really think hard about it - check the policies about the harrassment and how it is dealt because you could end up like me - without a job, because I lodged two complaints.

Please be careful and think about it.

Go Bluewave!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 24. Jan 2008 07:32 PM

Do whatever you need to do to make yourself feel better. Im glad you havnt thought of self harm & suicide lately. Perhaps this is a sign your getting beter or at least training your mind to resort to other things that are less destructive. this is a good thing so dont panic. Your lucky your boss & workmates are so supportive & understanding, most wouldnt be. If there interested & your willing perhaps u could share some of what your going through with them so they can undestand whats happening better.

Good luck with your psych drs.
cya

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