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Written by bluewave 21. Sep 2007 06:20 PM
Hello depnet buddies,
I have completely endind with the man I was having an affair with, he has since slept with three prostitutes and knowing finally makes me see that this man will never be faithful to his wife and I am just another woman in his chapter. I feel so free because I having finally gotten over the sting of the break up. I am so so happy I ended it. He was not good for me and I know that I was in a state og mind where I was making very poor decisions.
Maybe this is a new start for me to make better choices and be in healthier relationships. I have met a new guy, he is a back packer, he is very sweet. I am just taking it slow and having some fun, I don't mind if things don't work out or if he has to leave. I feel like a 20year old again, I'm young and I should be going out on dates. I am now longer tied to a 42 year old who is married, I can go out clubbing, flirt, spend more time with friends and there is no longer the guilt or shame.
I think I can finally put this man behind me and move on!! :)
Bluewave
xxoo