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Written by bluewave 7. Aug 2008 03:05 PM

Hi all,

Anxious

Mood swings

Random unexpected crying

New psychiatrist (only saw once haven't seen any for awhile)

Started university again - Fantastic...however
Performance/Academic anxiety

Urge for all my destructive behaviours.

I am lonely but don't think I can trust a man again.

Nightmares about abusive ex-bf

EMPTINESS

Hurting inside so badly

Scared, frightened of the unknown.

Worried of being ill again, don't want to burden friends/family

Bluewave
xxoo

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Comments from the community:

bluewave

that certainly is a precis of your thoughts...

some good and some not so good... trust is a huge thing... you need to have trust to get well... hopefully you will meet someone you can put your trust in...

take care

rgds
cate

Written by cateblack, 7. Aug 2008 04:45 PM

Can only send big hugs to you and hope you get so much better
rubee xxx

Written by rubee, 7. Aug 2008 06:52 PM