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Hey (((((((((((((((Manda)))))))))))))))

WOW, what an entry :-(

Gee, some of the problem is self-evident - lack of meds and lots of new things to adjust to. You've done so well, really and truly. Get back on track with the meds girl. I still need mine to cope, days that I forget are bad cos my body just isn't there yet and the cicumstances around me are not conducive to safety and security (which would certainly make life a lot easier). If you can't get to the doctor or chemist organise a home visit and home delivery. PLEASE.

You have been going so well up to know, don't let it beat you, you're a winner and one heck of a cool chic, soooo, keep on top Manda. Keep on top.

Sick of peoples bullshit and sick of false relationships - welcome to the real world. One good friend is a remarkable gift in this world and not everyone has one, most people have superficial relationships and couldn't be bothered. Your home situation and life experience hasn't help to support you view here either, cos you haven't had very positive attachments with many. ((((((((((((Manda)))))))))))). Same! You can't let that control you, beat it.

Accept yourself, on here you express who you are, it's real, and I like you. You're a wonderful person, don't let life get to you, we all struggle with it. Make the most of your opportunities and find you niche.

Take care and make an effort to get back on track.

Love from Cath

Written by Anonymous, 1. Aug 2006 11:50 AM

Shtinky!!
As Cath said...PLEASE get the meds. You need them. It will make you feel better. You have been doing so well. I dont want you to go back to where you were. You have been there and have come out the other side. You have worked so hard and come such a long way to turn back. We're all here for you and only want the best for you. I know you can do it. You are strong enough to do it and with the support here, it makes you even stronger.

Im heading down your way in the next few weeks. Ill call you and we'll have coffee again. Even if I have to come and get your sweet arse out of the house - I will!!!

Hang in there babe. Dont let this bump in the road win over everything you have done to come this far.

Hugs,
Kate xo

Written by kato, 1. Aug 2006 12:20 PM

Gosh Manda What a post. I hope you managed to feel better after all that.

Yeah it wasn't a bright idea to not take your meds... one or two days but A WEEK and before you started a new job.... but i guess you know all that.. It is plan to see that you NEED to take them.. so get with it manda and just do it.

You have been doing so well don't let this "not so good" time get to you. You will get past all this.

This is just a bend in the road... not the end of it.

You do have friends and yeah at times it is hard to work out who is real and who is not.. I think in this world you are lucky to count them on one hand. I know the feeling manda and it does feel lonely.. my friends still live in NSW so i miss the even after 7 years in Vic i still haven't made and true ones.

Take care and i would suggest look out if kato has to drag your butt out for coffee.

lol and support Michelle

Written by mickey2, 2. Aug 2006 01:58 PM