Does this mean I'll get better???
A page in the diary "Ups and downs of my life"
Written by sammy1987 7. Jun 2006 07:58 PM
SO iuve been wondering...with all these memories..that keep flooding back to me..does that mean..Im gettin better??? I hope so...mind you being better isnt always back to normal...it'll be a new normal...i remember not long after Mum died and things...like the unit and moving my stufff back in and what not...i got an email from a friend saying "im glad things are back to normal" i remember replying "yea but its a different normal" I hope things will start getting better...i truely dont think things will ever be GREAT till I move out fo home..but at least life will be bearable if everything else was better...
moving out..im rather scared to do it. Ive just been so used to having my family around me...like Im independant enough...i help dad with the shopping, i buy my own stuff like clothes, phone credit, if i want to go out i use my own money...BUT i dont have to worry bout bills and stuff...so i dunno. I think aybe when Im "stable" and have a better job..I might think bout moving out...till then I shall be ok!
In a few months tho we gotta move...we are building a new house on our block..so that'll be nice! I get a new room and some more space. It'll be nice!
I think Im gunna do 2 course thru distance ed...and work full time somewhere! So at least I can save some money whilst doing a course..cos Id like to go do some travelling....but i want someone to travel with..yes i realise that if i go on my own id meet new ppl and what not..but id like to have someone with me...i want to go to like San Diego, Egypt, New York...and lots more places! So we shall see what happens...i gotta save tho..save save save! So i think thats my plans for the next few yrs! :)
Well i better run....ive got a few other things to talk bout but when ive sorted it out (its all bit muddle) i will put it down here :) hope its ok i am putting them here!
Well TTFN! Oh and I bought the new INXS cd...its really good! I Love JD Fortune!
From Sammy!
Hope everyone had a good day!