At the moment
A page in the diary "Ups and downs of my life"
Written by sammy1987 7. May 2006 12:53 AM
So at the moment Im ok...still miss my friends but Im doin ok! I got to finish work 3hrs early tonight which was good...i didnt wanna stay till 10...seeing as i got 12-10 tomorrow and then 3-10 on monday...but its ok...keeps me occupied and the time goes faster when im doin stuff...i am waiting for the 2nd of July to come around...thats Stage 2 of leaders training...and im excited bout that. THen a few weeks after...at the end of July Im off to see my best friend...YAY but shhh its asuprise Lol.
I have no money till next weekend...well dad has $300 which is mine...but i am gettin him tohold that for me so i dont spend it. I dont really need money atm...but i will on thrusday..and friday cos on thrus im meetin my friend Steve (im sure ive told u's bout him at one stage) for lunch...and then fri its my brothers bday dinner...he will be 21. so yea...
My sister should get her phone fixed...see she bought a new one cos her old one broke..but we are gunna go 1/2's in gettin her phone fixed and then she's gunna give me the one she bought (its the phone i have been saving for...im gunna pay less for it too) YAY! Hope that bit makes sense hahaha
What else?? Im still bit sad bout no going on any camps..but thats ok...i will get used to it. Just means i have something to look forward to.
No bosses at work tomorrow...im runnin the show tomorrow WOOT WOOT!
Sometimes i feel bit lost...and sometimes im ok!But funnily enough...i am having 2nd thoughts about tafe next yr and owning a restaurant...see i want to get into youth work...like what i do with Insearch but being paid for it lol. (that sounds bad) but i also wanna own my restaurant...maybe if i do the restaraunt thing first...get that goin...then with that I can help Insearch with donations and fundraising nights etc etc.
*sigh* I dunno...Mum would always know what I should....i havnt been able to make a decision and stick with it since she died...she always helped me decide what to do...now ive gotta make the decisions for myself...its hard. If i made a decision...Mum would know in the long run if itd work or not...but now..i make thee decisions and then it turns out bad..and i seem to be worse off than i was at the beginning
I think for the rest of the yr...i should concetrate on saving money and trying to enjoy life..and go out and see bout speaking with someone who knows what i need to have behind me to own a restaraunt...cos im kinda in the dark...i wish it was as easy as getitn the money, a place for the restaurant, and hiring ppl...but it isnt. Lol nothing is as easy as it seems...but im up for the challenage...i suppose Life would be boring without them aye??
Well here i am...tryin to make a decision that could...WILL shape the rest of my life....wow thats scary...scary to think im gunna be 20 next yr and that im gunna be closer to owning my OWN business! WOOT!
Well goodnight all! Hope ur all well!