Lately
A page in the diary "Ups and downs of my life"
Written by sammy1987 3. Nov 2008 09:36 PM
So as of late things have been up and down, like they always are.
But things have been just down alot...I've been holding on for as long as possible...so i'm glad tomorrow I see my dr and get the results of the latest blood test and we discuss the health care plan.
he said to me the other day when I needed a medical cert and he goes to me "Have we got you on the health care plan yet?" and I said "Not yet, we're gunna discuss that after the results of the blood test" and he goes "Good because you really need help"..I found it funny...but he is soo right. I know what I need to do about my life, habits and thoughts...but doing it on my own...is just too hard. Like I know I've got my friends...but they are also dealing with their own ups and downs and I need a professional who can do alot more than just listen to me...
I'll be happy to loose some weight and get my thoughts under control, get rid of the headaches and high temp...I've been sweating like there's no tomorrow.
I'm sicking of looking for a job and being turned down over and over again..the list goes on and on and on...
But some good news...I start the 2nd Campaign for AVON this week. I'll have the books by wed, hand them out thursday,. then head down to Wagga for my best friends mums wedding, (She is like my 2nd Mum as well) and then come back on sunday with Ben and Sharyn and then pick the books up on tuesday...and this time i can send the books out twice...so hopefully more orders this time!
Anyway, Supernatural starts soon so I'm off...I will let you all know what happens with the dr tomorrow!
TTFN