Tired
A page in the diary "Keeping it all together"
Written by Tracy 21. Mar 2006 11:41 PM
So, so tired and don't even know why. Feel like I could curl up in my bed and sleep for a week and that still wouldn't be enough. School holidays and the girls have been letting me sleep in but even after 10 hours sleep I at times feel like I have had about 4. I find myself some days really struggling with the things that need to be done. A pile of wahing in the corner to be folded, some ironed and put away. Hmm how I hate that job. Mice got into my pantry, managed to pull out the firt three shelves, scub and wash every item and put back in, but the top two still need to be done and I can still smell that mice smell but just cant get it together to finish the job. Mind you I did managed to catch three of the villians, I hope there arent anymore. Then of course there is the dusting, the crap that seems to be gathereing in everyroom that need to go away but seem to be running out of cupboard space to put it all in, and I am not a hoarder, I love to chuck unused things out.
Plus the dreaded school holidays and tired of the battle of asking the girls to pack up there things when they are finished, I can be in one room cleaning it or tiying, while they managed to scatter there things through the rest of the house. How much nagging should a parent do, I wonder. and then of course there are the many fix it jobs for hubby or nearly finshed but not quiet finished jobs do I nag at him. I am so over it and so tired of it all. My tropical island is looking so much better today - if only it wasnt just a faint fantasy in the back of my head. How a month on one, drinking cocktails, having massages, reading a good booking and of coures perving at the pool boy is sounding like salvation to me at the moment.
I hope al is well and sorry I have been a bit absent around here, I do check in but there just sems to be so many entries I just cant even keep up any more.
And remember even if you dont particularly like the music you may as well join in and dance anyway.
Takecare all
Tracy