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Written by Tazzy17 28. Nov 2007 12:24 PM

hi its been a little while since i wrote an entry. i just thought i should today.... i'm doing some washing and i need something to do while the machine is going...

i actually finished all my housework today, with only the washing to go. i guess thats a good thing - cos ive been lazy the last few days...

dons at work for the dole... he wanted me to go there for lunch but i just couldnt face going there... poor guy... he must hate the fact that i dont do much...

i had a panic attack the other day while out riding my bike with don... we had only got the bikes the day before and it was the first time we had gone out on them. after that i really didnt want to go out again... so i guess thats about $300-$400 down the drain :( i still manage to use my excersise bike though.. even if its only 10 mins a day - its better than nothing. at least my anxiety cant stop me in my own home.

the financial situation hasnt changed much - we still end up down to our last dollar every pay... its really depressing... i dont know how don and i can survive like this...

anyway ill write more another day...
tazzy

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Comments from the community:

Go slower next time..on the bike. Much better than the lounge room walls and something you can do together.
I got back on last year..it was pretty freaky, but keep going, don't give up just like that. Mountain bikes fly, they are a bit scary till you get the hang of them. Terrifying actually..if I can do it, you can do it.

Written by Deleted_User, 28. Nov 2007 02:17 PM

Tazzy

Sorry about your panic attack. Give the bikes another try and I am sure you will be okay. Ayla's advice is wise and sensible.

There is a house in Queensland that needs cleaning if you want to do that!!! lol!!!

Go Tazzy!!!

Studying1

Written by studying1, 28. Nov 2007 03:20 PM