hi im back
A page in the diary "Tazzy's Diary"
Written by Tazzy17 16. Sep 2007 01:50 AM
well my fiance don and i finally found a place for ourselves a few months ago. we have finally sorted out some of our financial issues.
we are up to date with paying our loans off, and i have my phone bills sorted out. don is still working on his...
on the downside, we were trying to have a baby and i just recently got a very very heavy period with much pain... i have been told that it "may" have been a miscarriage. i did a pregnancy test over a week ago and it was negative... but i had some weird symptoms that seemed to indicate i was pregnant... i hope i wasnt though... :(
anyway, i have been dealing with a lot of issues recently, my family still wont speak to me, and alot of the depressed feelings have been returning with bad thoughts. i have been honest with don about everything and he supports me so much he is incredible!
i am still off the medication, and as long as we are still considering having a child together i will try and stay off them.
i quit smoking back in april, but i started to lapse last month when i got very bad mood swings with my period... don let me have some smokes during that week... only a couple a day if that...
anyway, i think thats enough of my thoughts for the moment... ill try to write more regularly. i hope everyone else is doing well!
thanks
tazzy
xxxooo