ok situation change!
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Written by Tazzy17 7. Jan 2007 07:27 AM
i have had my contraceptive implant OUT! finally!!! yay. now my fiance and i can start trying to have a baby. its something we have wanted for a long time.
we are definently moving to the city. we already have a place to stay temporarily and a good friend is going to move in with us when we find a place of our own. im considering this a second chance in life after all the horrible things that have happened over the last 2 years.
im trying to quit smoking, and i am no longer on any medication. my doc is happy about how im going. im getting into crystals, finding ones that are suitable for me and will help with my problems. they are working so far and i have a few great people in my life who know all about it and can give me good advice.
my main problems at the moment are the financial ones, which we are hoping will be a bit better once we make our move to the city and stay ith someone. lower rent and bills because of sharing with a friend. better work oppourtunities for myself and don.
the other issue is my mother. my case manager believes she should seek councelling because she seems to have more probles then me. she cant stand the fact that im marrying donald, and does not want me to have kids till im at least 30yrs. i dont think she actually wants me to have kids at all, but im nearly 24yrs so its not like im a teenager or anything. im getting married to a wonderful man and i know ill do my best. sorry - We'll do our best i should say. dons already got children so he has experience with all this - so he is very happy with how its all going.
anyway, i cant even tell my mother anythig these days because she is so negative and stresses me out. the other day we had a fight over the phone, and even though i hung up on her so we could both calm down, she went out and bought donald and i presents for NO reason and offered us money to help us out. i only found out about all this after i appoligised to her. but the woman is so confusing.
by the way - i refused the money, i already owe her money for helping pay to get my tooth ripped out and etc... but anyway.....
so, im leaving this town, getting far from the negative people in my life and also the VERY negative people in donalds life, we are going to save money and have a child and do our BEST!!! life will get better, ill try to stay positive and see where life takes me now!
wishing everyone a great new year! all the best, ill try to write again soon.
seeya
tazz
xxxooo