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Written by Tazzy17 21. Jul 2006 06:04 PM

my case manager has reffered me to my gp for some counceling assistance. i aparently need proper councelling now.

i saw the psychiatrist again, and he agrees with the proper councelling, i hope it doesnt cost too much. my medication has been upped again. i think this one is working a little better than the others.

im worse off financially than i have ever been. i dont know what to do anymore. ive sold so much of my stuff already...

my relationship with don is still going well though. he is so understanding!!! i love him so much.

i have the flu now. don is getting over his one, now its my turn i guess. so i feel very depressed now about everything...

anyway, ill write more another time.
seeya
tazzy.

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Hey there Tazzy,

Hang in there. Hope the meds work out for you and of the counselling helps take some of the burden off. Take care.

Peace,
kcdbooks

Written by kcdbooks, 22. Jul 2006 05:58 PM

hiya
today i was so angry at myself for not doing my homework and procrastinating. in my anger i decided to procrastinate even more and go on the internet because i felt slightly helpless and something drew me here. i read over some of my entries and came across a comment you wrote for one of them, you mentioned a light at the end of the tunnel. seemingly, your still in a fragile position at the moment but can i just say one thing? you are so unbelivably beautiful and strong to have survived such bleakness; you have publicised your inner woes to a community of people who can sympathise with you and in doing so, i hope you realise you are not alone, you are never alone.

you know, it took me a long time to find that light that you once spoke about. it took me a life time. but when i found it, i knew, i just knew that it was time to make some changes. it took almost one year to make permanent changes, but one year was merely a minute of my life after the process of redemption was complete.

i think we all have the ability to rise to this sense of strength, to capture the opportunities that invisibly surround us but are so unbelivably obvious that its sometimes ridiculous of us not to notice! open your eyes wider, SEE life for what it is. and when you do, well, thats where your life truly begins:)

Written by cristina, 15. Aug 2006 05:26 PM