my implant
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Written by Tazzy17 17. Jun 2006 10:26 AM
well yesterday i had the contraceptive implant "implanon" inserted into my arm. im still very sore from it and i will be taking the bandage off this afternoon. i thought that getting it would be for the best because im not ready to have children because of my mental state.
my fiance is very very supportive and has already said that when im ready to have children i can go get the implant removed. we arent able to support a child financially anyway - so this is the best thing for us.
i am not sleeping again, so the doc has put me on some sleeping pills again. im also taking my cipramil, epilim and some valium for the anxiety. theres just so much medication to remember!!!
my mood had been very up and down recently. i cant seem to comtrol it at all. ive put on weight because the medication im taking has increased my appetite so much. i just want to be healthy again. i hate the way my body is at the moment. ill be looking into something like appetite suppresents soon. anything to stop me eating so much. i have another doctors appointment on monday to sort that out.
i also have an appointment with my case manager on monday, she is trying to organise some specialist support and therapy for my "borderline personlaity disorder" so i should find out about that in monday.
i wont be going back to work for a while. ive already had 4 months off and so i technically dont have a job anymore but my manager has said that as soon as im ready to return they will recruite me again.
i finally got my engagement ring off layby. now ive told my family and they are happy for me! so thats another load off my mind.
anyway, ill write more another day.
seeya
tazzy