why do i bother???
A page in the diary "Tazzy's Diary"
Written by Tazzy17 5. Jun 2006 02:30 PM
i went to see my psych today. my mood is to erratic - i am up and down like a yoyo. its terrible and its putting alot of strain on my relationship with don.
the psych didnt do anything but lower my medication because of side effects. im having the same ones that i had on avanza. now im on cipramil and epilim.
im so miserable all the time. i still cut... i still have the "bad" thoughts all the time. i cant sleep at night, i wake from horrible nightmares constantly. my fiance actually asked the psych aout councelling for me, usually he doesnt speak during my appointments, he lets me do all the talking. but he knows i really really need help because im not coping at all. i still think its a miracle im still here.
well i dont have much else to write because i just dont seem to have a life anymore.
seeya
tazzy.