my life :(:(:(
A page in the diary "Tazzy's Diary"
Written by Tazzy17 26. Mar 2006 10:37 PM
well things were supposed to get better - they arent.
ive been to see the psych - i have to have some blood tests done this week. the custody battle regarding my paretners child has been won. the kid does not have to live with her mother anymore!!! both his children know we are getting married now - but they seem ok with it now.
this is where things were supposed to get better. my fiance has put down a deposit on my official engagement ring. but he is rarely home anymore. he works night shift - long hours. when he is home, he sleeps alot, or he is up playing the computer. normally i wouldnt have a problem with this - but he still has all his boxes to unpack - and he has just spent 2 weeks with his ex girlfriend because of his kids - so a little time together wouldnt hurt!
earlier tonight i ended up accidentally making him bite his tongue - literally - i felt so bad... i let him know that he has done it to me alot but i never say anything... now im worried that he's angry at me because i didnt want to hurt his feelings in the first place. whenever he finds out that he has accidentally phisically hurt me he feels so bad... i know its accidental - i just dont want him to feel bad - ever!
anyway - im just complaining now... so im gonna get going.
seeya later
tazzy
xoxoxo