my appointment
A page in the diary "Tazzy's Diary"
Written by Tazzy17 21. Mar 2006 04:33 PM
well i had my appointment with the psychiatrist. he didnt listen to a word i said. my fiance was with me and he felt the same way.
i have to have some more blood tests for my epilim levels - yay...
me and don are still having a little trouble, he walked out on me just before my psych appointment - and i really neede his support at that time - i started crying in the waiting room of course, then went out to his car and asked to use his phone so that i could call another friend to be with me for the appointment. at that he did realise that i needed somebody there and he eventually came with me.
he's still at the ex's with the kids - im still alone all the time. i have to have a talk with his childrens grandmother - not his mum but the mothers mum... she doesnt trust me at all... so she wants to talk to me and sus me out basically. im not looking forward to it much...
the other night i had someone watching me through my window and i didnt even know it. now im even more scared to be home alone of a night, but i have to be :(
sometimes i hate my life so much, but there are people out there who care about me. they are the only reason i am still here... if it weren't for them i would have been gone long ago i think...
well i better go
seeya
tazzy