what to do now
A page in the diary "Tazzy's Diary"
Written by Tazzy17 25. Jan 2006 08:15 PM
im still trying to find a place to live with my fiance don. my parents are becoming increasingly hard to live with. yesterday my dad threatened me - and my mother has been yelling at me for 2 days now about everything!!!
i have stopped my medication - and i have not thrown up since! thank god for that! finally a little bit of normality in my life!!
i will be going to the doctors next week to possibly try another med, but i may decide to have a few months off medication to see how i go. i have been on medication since april last year.
i have had some trouble dealing with my anxiety and paranoia recently. even after i was sexually assaulted i still didnt go back onto valium. but i think i may need it again.
other than that i think im getting better. ever since i met don actually. i have cut myself - but i dont do it nearly as often. when i feel bad i usually call him and then i get through it ok. i think its because i feel like i have more of a purpose in life than i used to. that there is somebody out there who i'm actually important to... that i do matter.
anyway, i better get going.
seeya
tazzy
xoxoxo