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heya... still perpetually confused...

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Written by Tazzy17 17. Jan 2006 08:58 PM

thanks gidge and sue for your comments in my last entry!!! i really appreciate them!!!

i dont know why but me and don keep applying for place to live and other people seem to keep getting them - theres a high demand for rental properties at the moment - so its very difficult.

well, don will be busy at tafe tomorrow, and apparently its his ex girlfriends birthday on thursday, so he'll pretty much HAVE to spend the day with her because hes at her place cos of the kids... i think they are going to the beach... and im gonna be home alone... YAY not...

my parents will not ever go to see a counceller with me - because they refuse to see that i have any problems...

ummm i really dont know what to say... im still confused and upset about everything. this morning don asked me to make a list of all my fears - he said we can look at it together and try to understand whats going on inside my head... he suggested it because of all the nightmares i seem to have... they are truly awful. he said it may help me - and it will definently help him understand how im feeling a lot more!!!

he's actually being really helpful - and is trying to re-assure me... maybe it will be ok...

i better get going. seeya
tazzy
xxxooo

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Comments from the community:

Hi Taz,

Hang in there mate. Hopefully something will turn up soon (a house to rent I mean).

Maybe your nightmares are being caused by the thoughts and feelings you are having as well. I know you're probably still having nightmares about the assault, which wouldn't be very nice but with all the added stress of the situation with Don & his ex, that would probably be adding to your nightmares as well.

I'm glad he's trying to reassure you. I hope for your sake that you & Don can really work things out and be happy. :)

Take care sweety. :)

Luv, ((hugz)) & smiles
Gidge
xoxox

Written by Gidge, 17. Jan 2006 09:20 PM

Hi Taz,

I am sure you and Don will soon find somewhere to live...it all takes time and as you said there is a high demand on rentals at the moment.. I guess you have to be quick off the mark.

I think Gidge is right...maybe your nightmares have to do with the assault... And Don spending time with his ex because of the kids would not be helping either.

He sounds a very caring person I truely hope you can both settle into this relationship and be happy.
It is a shame your parents wont see you have problems..I believe that parents should be supportive and at least try and understand what their kids are going through. Maybe it is fear on their part of the unknown.... "the old school" as i call it don't seem to want to accept a lot of things in this day and age.

You are doing so well with it all you should be proud of yourself....Do as Don suggested write down your fears and also write down you HOPES and DREAMS for the future.. it will probably help both of you.

Take good care
lol Michelle

Written by mickey2, 18. Jan 2006 09:46 AM

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