family
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Written by Tazzy17 10. Jan 2006 05:17 AM
today is my auntys funeral service. i have to go out of town for it and see the whole family and im not looking forward to it. i just dont enjoy being around my family anymore...
my brother was supposed to be visiting this week but he didnt end up coming down here. he hasnt spoken to me since august last year, ive missed out on seeing his little girl grow up because of all the sh*t my mother told him about me. just because she was angry, she has to turn others in my own family against me...
im still having trouble dealing with the sexual assault that happened last month. i went out to a club with a friend for the first time since it happened last weekend, and the crouds really scared me. also i had a bit of trouble with a guy - he grabbed my arm and wouldnt let me go. so i left to go see my fiance don who is a security guard... he made sure i got home safely.
i had a talk with donald about the ex girlfriend situation, and i even had a few word with her! she seems to get the point that i dont want her comming onto him all the time and i want her to back off... donald understands where im coming from and that its hurting me. so after the "situation" with one of the children is over in march, he will be taking steps to ensure that he doesnt have to go to his ex's place all the time, and that the kids can stay with him and i once we get a place together. everntually it will come good.
anyway i better get going, thanks to everyone for your continued support and the comments in my last entry!
to gidge - you havnt upset me, i appreciate another persons views, sometimes it help you see whats right in front of you when someone points it out. i DO love donald very much though and after speaking to him on the issue and getting ALOT off my chest (i certaintly said my piece...) we are more determined than ever to make things work for us this year :)
so i hope everyone has a lovely week ahead.
seeya
tazzy