hope the new year is better
A page in the diary "Tazzy's Diary"
Written by Tazzy17 31. Dec 2005 02:45 PM
well i never did manage to work the other day, i explained what had happened to me to my manager. she decided that it was best that i go home for the day and come back to work after a couple of weeks when im feeling better.
so i didnt tell my mother that i never worked that shift. she would be so angry at me.
i still have nightmares about what happened to me. sometimes it causes trouble when im with don, thank god he understands! i know that he cares about me and just want me to be safe and happy.
we are still looking for a place to live in together. it seems to be really hard to get a place at the moment.
my brother came down for xmas but he did nothing but fight and cause problems. i think mum and dad were gratefull when he finally decided to leave after a few days. they only expected him to stay 1 night, but he stayed for about 4 nights.
well overall this year has been pretty terrible. but one very good thing came out of it all and i think it has made the year totally worth it. i met don this year! now i will be marrying him! i couldnt be happier with how my life (well, relationships anyway) has totally reversed and become wonderful!
ive never even been in a relationship before now i have a wonderful man who want to marry me and later on, possibly in a few years when im better mentally, hes even considering having a child with me. im still only young so he doesnt want to completely rule out the possibility or children in the future. actually sometimes he is very set on having a child with me - weird...
anyway, i better get going, this will obviously be my last entry for the year.
i hope everyone had a wonderful christmas and you all have a wonderful new year!!!
seeya
tazzy
xxxooo