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Written by Tazzy17 20. Dec 2005 08:35 PM

well i just want to say thankyou to everyone for your comments in my last few entries after my attack...

gidge - you did not upset me at all honey!!! really you didnt! just wanted to let you know that!!!

me and don applied for a 3 bedroom house today, hopefully we get it than i can get out of here!

i told my mother what had happened to me and she got so angry - at ME!!! she basically said i brought it on myself because i never listen to her. she was so heartless... i never imagined that kind of reaction from her - i cannot and will not ever be able to talk with her about my life anymore!

i had been recovering from my depression well untill this happened, now im scared of being alone. i have more frequent and violent nightmares. i cant stand crowds of people and im anxious all the time. don has noticed the change and that i seem stressed out and scared all the time now. hes been the biggest support for me through this.

i have a councelling session tomorrow, i will write more after that.

seeya
tazzy

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Comments from the community:

Hey Tazzy,
Thats what we are here for - to help you get through the tough times with lots of support and understanding. It is good that you have don around who sounds like he is helping you to get through.
Lots of hugs and good luck with everything...
Kato xoxo

Written by kato, 20. Dec 2005 10:53 PM

Hi Taz,

I'm glad I didn't upset you. Thanks for reassuring me about that. :)

I'll keep my fingers crossed for you getting that house. I hope it comes through for you. :)

Hang in there sweety, I know you're a strong girl and you WILL come through this. You're lucky to have Don to support you through it all. From what you've said about your mum, it doesn't totally surprise me the way she reacted, but at the same time I'm shocked that she can be so cruel & heartless to her own daughter!

I hope the counselling session goes well tomorrow. Take care! :)

Luv, ((hugz)) & smiles
Gidge
xoxox

Written by Gidge, 20. Dec 2005 10:53 PM

hi taz....hope all goes well with the house...& that moving will help u feel safer...i no what its like to have nitmares & i hope & pray they will stop for u....
sorry ur mum reacted the way she did but give her time she may come round & realise how wrong she is.
i'll keep u & don in my prays that ur love & support of each other will continue & u'll both grow stronger.....
..in GODS grace ...k

Written by biwhat, 22. Dec 2005 02:25 AM

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