still here, and getting support now
A page in the diary "Tazzy's Diary"
Written by Tazzy17 19. Dec 2005 02:24 PM
well i added a comment (the 3rd one) in my last diary entry to clear up any mis-understandings. thanks for your comments gidge and kato!!!
um.... i had my fiance stay over last night to keep me company because i had been cutting, and he didnt want me to be alone after such a terrible time.
i have councelling organised fo wednesday morning, and i now have the casa phone number for my area, after talking to a close friend and having her give me all the details, shes been through the wars as well...
ive decided not to take furthur police action at this point. so hopefully the healing can start.
um... just waiting for my mother to get home. what do u do when u cant even tell your own mother when something like this happens to you.
she never believed in my depression, and she will not believe me, her only daughter, was sexually assaulted. she has always believed i have been lying about everything, only doin it because my friends have depression and according to her im an attention seeking little b****.
so don is getting a new rental list, a place we know of becomes available 2moro - hopefully i get out of this house ASAP! into an environment where people care and i feel safe again.
ill write more another day
bye
tazzy