was feeling positive
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Written by Tazzy17 9. Nov 2005 09:57 AM
well i had my psych appointment today - she came to visit me at home because i really didnt feel like leaving the house today. shes a little worried that in relying on my relationship with don for my happiness... that im putting so much into it that ill end up hurting it.
apparently that a part or borderline personality disorder - so i have to find some other things in my life to be happy about and not put all the focus on my relationship with my fiance. thats gonna be so hard though. my relationship with my parents is very strained - theres a lot of conflict here at home and i need to get out.
a friend of my fiance's said i shouldnt spend so much time with him! well lets see... i cant got to his place to see him because his flat mate wont let me. he cant come and see me at home because of my parents... so i really dont get to see him all that much actually. i do the paper run with him on friday mornings because thats really one of the few times we can be together - despite the fact that hes busy working... oh well...
i just wish to god that people who dont know us well would just leave us alone. its none of there business anyway.
i was feeling positive about myself after my appointment with my psych - but then this "friend" was chatting to me on msn - and was basically telling me off for stuff that she has no idea about... shes not even really a friend of mone - more my fiance's friend - and his ex girlfriends!!! i kinda dont want anything to do with her anymore - she sticks her nose into other peoples business!
anyway, i better go have some food, and think about leaving this house to possibly get a hair cut cos i need it desperately! lol
seeya
tazzy
xoxoxo