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still sick - but a bit better

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Written by Tazzy17 1. Nov 2005 03:58 PM

well as u can see im still sick. ive spent a few days with don. he even stayed over at my place while my mother was there and she didnt get angry with me.

i just wish this cold would go away!!!

dons ex girlfriend has been messaging both of us - and even though we havnt told anyone we are together - she pretty much know that we are - and is not happy about it. i really hope she does not cause problems for the both of us.

i feel so childish. i know i have a lot of growing up to do before me and don can truly be together as husband and wife, but i dont know what to do! it looks like ill have no place to live before to long, mum may be moving out of town and i cant stay in the house we have because i really cant be by myself. theres no one i can call upon to live with me - don would be perfect but mum will not let me stay in the house with him. so ill be out again, and dons flat-mate hates me so i cant live with him unless we find a place to move into together - not much luck of that happening anytime soon!

ive been feeling so depressed, i think the medication the doc changed me too needs to be upped a little, but ill worry bout that next week! i have an appointment with my case manager tomorrow, so ill talk with her about everything then... im actually not really looking forward to it at all.

i think mum will be pretty mad at me by the time i get home today. i left her a note to say that i would not be home till really late - she tends to get pretty mad at me when im not there - but she hates it when im there too so i cant really make her happy no matter what the hell i do.

i better get going.
seeya
tazzy
xoxoxo

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Comments from the community:

Aww...you poor thing. I hope you feel better soon!

You seem to be going through a lot emotionally as well...I hope things work out in that department too.

a-Leng

Written by a-Leng, 1. Nov 2005 04:52 PM

Hey there,

I hope the cold goes away soon!

As for you mum, I hope things work out for the both of you!

Let us know how if you find a place for when ur mum moves, I hope you do!

Best wishes,
Sammy!

Written by sammy1987, 1. Nov 2005 09:42 PM

Hey Tazzy,

Sorry to hear that you're still not well. :( I hope you get better soon.

Please don't take this the wrong way, I don't mean to offend you but, you are 22 years old!!! Your mum can't stop you from living with Don if you want to, and she has no right to interfere. What's it to her, if she's the one that's leaving town and leaving you behind, surely living with Don would be better than being on the streets.

Obviously you can't afford to live on your own, and because of your condition you probably can't or don't want to be on your own anyway. If she didn't have a problem with him staying over the other night, then why is she opposed to him living with you? Again though, you are 22 years old!!! You are old enough to make up your own mind. I understand you may not want to cause friction with your mum, but sounds to me like she hasn't been very supportive of you for as long as I've known you anyway. She needs to let go of the apron strings & stop trying to run your life!

I'm sorry if all that sounds harsh, I really don't mean to offend or upset you. I suppose I've always been very independent. I moved out of home when I was 19. If my mum was trying to run my life like yours is with you, I would tell her where to get off. But hey, that's me. :)

Take care Taz, I hope you & Don find somewhere to live together soon. You deserve to be happy. :) And tell the ex girlfriend where to get off too. You don't have to put up with that crap. :)

Luv, ((hugz)) & smiles
Gidge
xoxox

Written by Gidge, 1. Nov 2005 10:56 PM

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