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Written by Tazzy17 8. Oct 2005 12:55 PM

well today my parents have gone away for the weekend to visit my brothers, one of who is turning 30 years old and they are having a party. i wasnt invitied because he is still not speaking to me - dont know why though... he is just like that...

today my boyfriend and i are going on a little road trip to see his family. he's really going so his dad can have a look at his car and perhaps fix it up a bit... but at least i'll be able to meet his parents and brother while im there!!! im actually quite excited by the prospect!!! YAY for me... they sound quite nice and i hope they like me!

im not actually sure if we im going to be introduced as his actual girfriend or just a "friend" because we havnt told my parents, only close friends... he has already met my mother but i said he was my friend at that stage...

at least it will give me something to do for the day and i am really looking forward to seeing my b/f!!! i only saw him for maybe an hour yesterday... and i wasnt really in a great mood.

my dad had been drinking all day. and he decided to have a go at me - we had quite a spectacular screaming match - of which i won but thats besides the point - after he calmed down a bit he was a bit more apologetic... trying to say he didnt mean to have a go at "me" but more the fact that the computer wasnt working propery - and it was anyway... he just doesnt know what the hell he's doing!!!

anyways... im in a much better mood at the moment, have no credit on my mobile phone and only $30 in the bank to last me till wednesday :( but im sure ill sort out something, i may have to take my b/f up on his little offer to help me out! i know id pay him back - but i doubt he would accept the money back off me - hes like that!!! i love him soooooooo much!!!

anyway, i better get going - i hope everyone has a lovely weekend!
seeya
tazzy
xoxoxo

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Comments from the community:

Hi tazzy
Glad to hear things are going well.
Hope your trip is lots of fun. Sad to hear that things aren't all that cool with your brother, maybe one day you will just have to ask what the problem is -I know that has worked for me a few times when people have not openly told me what they are feeling. It is great when an honest and calm conversation clears the air. It certainly has worked for me.
Have a great weekend.!!!

Written by dontworrybehappy, 8. Oct 2005 02:40 PM

Gday Tazzy!

You have more money than me! I'll be walking to work tomorrow things are that bad $ wise.

There is a great saying that you can pick your friends but you can pick your relations. Dont worry about your brother...I b/f is more important!

Take care and I hope te trip went well.

Ciao

Bob

Written by chordsinger, 9. Oct 2005 10:06 PM