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Written by Tazzy17 30. Sep 2005 03:49 PM

well im actually doing a bit better at the moment... ive been spending lots of time with the b/f... when his flat-mate isnt home... he's looking at moving out... renting another property in town instead of the city.. and want me to move in with him!!! so im excited!

this morning actually wasnt really good - havent slept in well over 24 hours... and it seemed to set off my depression and negative thinking... was very upset and worked up over nothing. but i took some stuff for the anxiety and it seemed to work... so not a complete disaster!

the b/f got a loan... so hes currently paying off some debts... then we can really get on track... get a place together, and hopefully it just gets better forom there!!! not that its not great now - cos it really is!!! but its just a nice feeling - us both starting our new lives... together... without having to worry bout others keeping us apart!!!

well, not much else to say - im home alone again, and its boring as usual... the b/f is at a friends place with his kids... and i felt very very out of place there. lots of people i didnt know... so i decided to get home... before i had another anxiety attack or somethin'...

so ill get going now - i hope everyone has a lovely weekend...

seeya later
tazzy
xoxoxo

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Comments from the community:

Hi Tazzy,
nice to see you are doing well. I haven't been by for a while and the first entry i saw was yours say how good things were going for you.

Hang in there with the anxiety attacks, they eventually will be come less and less you will surprise yourself. I am reading the third part of a 3 part book series which has helped me so much. they are by Bev Aisbett Published by Harper Collins.... Book 1 is called Living with IT..... Book 2 is called Living IT up....and Book 3 is called Letting IT Go. IT refering to anxiety attacks. They are an animated easy to read book. If your near a book shop have a look for them they are soooo good. My doc recomended them to me.
Have a great weekend and good luck with the b/f.
lol michelle

Written by mickey2, 30. Sep 2005 04:17 PM

"Hi" :) Tazzy,

I send MUCH SUPPORT, STRENGTH, HOPE, LIGHT &
LOVE.

XOXO

Written by shelley, 30. Sep 2005 07:46 PM

Hi Taz,

You're doing great at the moment, good on ya. :)

I think being over-tired makes all more emotional and prone to "the blues". Try to get a good night's sleep tonight and you'll be right as rain again. :)

Sounds like things are still going great with your b/f - good luck with the house-hunting. :)

Take care, have a smiley weekend. :)

Luv, (((hugz))) & smiles
Gidge
xoxox

Written by Gidge, 30. Sep 2005 10:59 PM

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