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meaningless existance

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Written by esp 9. Apr 2008 03:43 PM

Feeling empty inside, as if every part of me has been drained of energy, of life. why would I want to live this empty existance.

I have to work night shift tonight- dreading it as i'm feeling so down it's hard to put on my happy face at the moment. but I have to work because I need the money.

I had put so much effort and energy in getting back to work in the first place, now i'm falling apart all over again.

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Comments from the community:

Hi there,

Doesn't sound like you are doing well at all, however remember to allow yourself to relapse. It's ok to feel sad but it's what we do with this emotion that counts.

Going to work tonight is probably the best thing for you as it will force you to be distracted and occupy your mind with something other than gloomy thoughts.

You may be feel like you are struggling but give yourself a break. Look back and you will see you have made some improvements, remind yourself of all the things you HAVE achieved.

Sometimes it hurts so much but try to remember that there is more to life than this depression, we all have many years ahead of us, things can only get and FEEl better soon.

Take care and look after yourself
bluewave
xxoo

Written by bluewave, 9. Apr 2008 05:05 PM

Esp

I can relate in some way to how you are feeling - I am so tired I just can't cope/do the things I am meant to do for my court case.

Go to work as it will take your mind elsewhere and that is a good thing for you while you are feeling so low.

Go Esp!!!

Mrs Studying1

Written by studying1, 9. Apr 2008 07:04 PM

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