freaking out!!!!!!
A page in the diary "The S**t in my life"
Written by esp 6. Mar 2008 10:36 PM
sick of feeling flat. Figured another reason i'm so down lately. Is got letter from my solicitor about hearing- the offender has declined to be a part of it. But only found out today- have been worrying for awhile. but still worried about hearing, don't know what they'll ask- it'll be like reliving it all over again!!!
It's hard enough at the best of times to deal with whats happened, let alone in a room full of people. Don't know how i'm going to react- i'll freeze and won't be able to answer any of their questions. I'm feeling sick now just thinking about it.
Please help me and give me some advice on how to deal with this whole situation.