on a downer
A page in the diary "The S**t in my life"
Written by esp 28. Feb 2008 10:03 PM
just feeling really down at the moment. Like nothing in my life can go right. I remember these feelings of hopelessness and feeling really down from when i was in the deep depths of depression. I even seen my doctor today and i totally lied to her, i told her that I was feeling ok and not depressed- TOTAL LIE. I'm struggling but yet i want to struggle on my own. but it's amazing how close friends know you aint right. My friend from work rang me asking if i was truly ok, i told her no. but i couldn't really give her any other explanation than that. sure i'm worried about dad, but it's more than that. Dad's accident was the straw thwt broke the camels back so to speak. arhh i don't know what to do!!!