the not knowing is the worst
A page in the diary "The S**t in my life"
Written by esp 5. Feb 2008 10:20 PM
well i'm late- don't think I have to spell it out. But it's to do with girl stuff. It's over a week, and i'm not usually late- early if anything. I can't do a home pregnancy test cause they won't work on me cause my urine is to dilute. So have to wait till doctor appt tomorrow and then have to wait for pathology results.
Yeah wasn't planned. But i do want to be a mum, just wasn't ready right now- wanted to be more financially stable.
but don't want to jump too much ahead cause it could be just a false alarm. But then why am I late??? wasn't even this late when my eating disorder was really bad. Some people say you can be late if your stressed- but whats different to what I usually am. Don't know whether stopping meds can do this. Oh well guess i should just wait for the blood test results.