doing better
A page in the diary "The S**t in my life"
Written by esp 14. Nov 2007 11:22 PM
well haven't been here for awhile, usually i come here if i'm in a hole. I've got a few things coming up that may put me back in that hole again. But at the moment i'm at the hole looking in. i'm back working again which has been good for me, hopefully i don't burn out this time. I'm someone that says yes to extra shifts when i shouldn't. like working night shift and then havin no sleep and working an afternoon shift. Yeah probably not great for depression. i'm working a double shift tomorrow so i'll see how I go.
I just had a major falling out with a friend, i'm not one who really has fallings out but she really diod something not right. she went and said all these things to my partner behind my back trying to break us up. Cos she said all this nasty stuff about me that wasn't true. how could and why would a so called friend do this. why make up hurtfull lies. I really don't understand people sometimes...
i've got a hearing coming up soon, and the offender could possibly be there. I'm scared cause i haven't seen him since he raped me.plus they haven't told me when the hearing is. so i'm a bit worried. if he is there i'm worried i'll fall in a heap. Has anyone got any tips on how to cope through this?
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